Presently...

You may be wondering where my mid week, witty, thought provoking posts have been lately.

Then again, maybe not so much.

I am presently in a state of constant... how can I put this? my job has upset me greatly.

Still thankful I have one.

And STILL pissed off.

I am being involuntarily moved out of my office into another office upstairs in the building.

Of course, there are pluses and minuses to this move.

First, the minuses -

1. I am being moved out of my very own office with a door to an office that has a cubicle inside (still has a door, but a shared space nonetheless).

2. I wasn't told in an appropriate amount of time to even adjust my mindset to this move.

3. This will be my 5th move in 1 and 1/2 years.

4. I am grieving over my loss of my office and have been doing so since yesterday despite only being told officially today simply because I had a feeling it was coming.

5. It is completely unorganized and a result of a bunch of transfers occuring in the agency.

6. The person who's office they are moving me into is not scheduled to be moving until the day after I move, so as of right now, we'll be sitting on each others laps.

7. The person who determined these moves decided he didn't want to answer his phone.

8. I feel homeless in my work place and this move has made me upset and anxious.

9. I am the only one from my team being moved because technically I am the rookie in the building.

10. My new office will have my back to the door. THAT ALONE MAKES ME UNEASY.

11. Did I mention that its a shared space with a person who is on a different team and has a different set of friends and therefore an already set flow of traffic in and out of my new office space. I don't like randoms in my space.

12. Did I mention this was supposed to happen tuesday and I am just getting my boxes and notification today via email?

Sigh. I am STILL oh so thankful for the job that I have.

Lest I forget that despite my anxiety about this office move, combined with the anxiety and stress of my job alone - I swear!

My temperament and mood is also determined by the organization of my space. My pyche and my Virgo-tendencies can't always handle sudden immediate change.

So pardon my absence.

I am simply adjusting.

Pluses - If there are any

1. I have a window that when you look out of it you see a trailer.

2. I am near the bathroom again, so laziness will not be a factor.

3. There is a refrigerator and microwave in my new office.

4. I am on the main floor so I won't have to go up and down stairs for my scheduled appointments.

5. Space size is comparable to my present office.

6. At least there is a door.

Not that I drink this - but lawd... it may help those that make decisions and take the edge off..

You get the point.

See she feels me.

Its a big deal.

Hope your week is going great.